Gosh, why do I have to be so afraid? Its not like I havent done it before.

I’m just so scared, I dont want to be hurt again.

Vulnorability sucks.

It’s my “sweet 16” to be exactt.

I personally love birthdays. I don’t understand why some people hate them. Like I get it if you’re turning 40 and you’re all likee. OHH GOODNESS. IM GETTING OLD. which is truee. You are aging a bit. But dont worry, it happens to all of us at some point. :D

So today is your day to shinee, which is exactly what I did. I gloated and was all ike Yeahh PERSON, its MY birthdayy ;DD And i take the chance to be high and mighty cause its my right to be, right? Of course i wasnt that meann, i just felt better about myself.

I was supposed to take my permit test today but that didnt work out as i had hoped. NO, i DIDNT fail, i couldnt take it. My lovely parents forgot to give the medical portion of the form to my doctor. and without that filled out, i couldnt take it. SOOOO i am planning on taking it FRIDAY.((:

I better passs, or i will be VERY upset ;DD I had a good dayyy, I got punched, sang too and got made fun of. It was pretty great.

It truly was a sweet 16. 

I have an announcement to make.

You wanna know what it is?

EVERYONE IS SPECIAL.<3

Love everyone, including your enemies.

I could REALLY go for some at the moment.

You know how everyone says that you learn something new everyday?

WELL, i did and i thought it was interesting.

So Easter means two different things to different people. To some, its the day of Easter egg hunts and finding your basket. The others however, think about Jesus’s reserection. I’m with the second group. Anywho the fact is:

Did you know that Easter was originally a secular holiday? It represented the fertillity of Spring. If you don’t know what that means, go speak to a big kid. ;P

I dont know if you knew that but I found it interesting. Bye now(:

ohhhh goodness.

I know i haven’t been on for a while, its an on and off thing \:

Just memories, sometimes they keep you going through your day. They make you smile and laugh, when your day is turning out like dog poop.

One of my favorite memories which always make me chucklee, was at the time i was so worried. like i was freaking out but NOW its like, WOW. STORYTIME.

It was me, Nichole and Montroy. We were hanging at frontier and i was supposed to go home at like 8ishh. WELL i didnt get home till 12. We were running around the parkk, taking pictures, stealing each others things and we just didnt give a SHIT. It was awesome. Sure, i had little spazz moments like “My mom is going to kill mee!” BUT besides those…it was a perfectly fine evening. :D

Just a little reflection. Boy, I sure do miss those days.